October 2009
24 posts
Oct 31st
1 tag
Hairpinned
dearoldlove: I was trying to get over you. But then you cut your hair that way. are you reading my mind?
Oct 31st
18 notes
1 tag
Oct 30th
12 notes
Fell
dearoldlove: I don’t think that falling in love is a stupid waste of time. But falling in love with you was.
Oct 28th
30 notes
“We are going to die, and that makes us the lucky ones. Most people are never...”
– Richard Dawkins (via livejamie)
Oct 28th
608 notes
2 tags
Remembering.
Seeing that picture of him was like a kick in the head…I cried out in agony remembering being beside him, hearing his voice, seeing his laughter light up his blue eyes. I don’t know if who I love is real, but without question my love is real. Listening to Hyper Music by Muse brought back so many memories. I played that CD driving to and from work every day for months… It...
Oct 28th
5 tags
“Why is my love always a crying thing of wings? On the Indiana dunes…”
– Carl Sandburg
Oct 22nd
3 tags
Oct 19th
2 tags
“They ask about you more than I talk about you these days. You’re still in...”
Oct 19th
3 tags
Oct 18th
3 tags
Oct 17th
58 notes
3 tags
Those things called dreams.
That was about two years ago—give or take a couple days. I hadn’t moved in yet. I’d owned it for three months and just started making the mortgage payments. I was rich then—I made really good money. I had a sizable amount in the bank and spent hundreds of dollars every week and had money to spare. I also weighed at least 50lbs more than I do now. Those were the...
Oct 15th
Oct 13th
4 tags
Oct 12th
1 tag
sad but true
dearoldlove: I would never want to get caught having sex in a parking lot with anyone but you.
Oct 11th
11 notes
3 tags
WatchWatch
just me and the cat.
Oct 9th
Oct 6th
1 tag
June 6, 2005
Dear Anna (Sexy), I hope that by the time this letter falls into your soft warm hands it finds you blessed with the lord’s loving Care. First and foremost I know you are probably thinking who this is writing me. It’s “Jay” from Crystal the one with the dro, the one who was trying very hard to get up with you. Anyways I hope I ain’t bothering you by writing you the...
Oct 5th
1 tag
reminiscent
dearoldlove: I had a dream about you and we were in a car about to do what we used to do.
Oct 4th
12 notes
1 tag
Your Mug
dearoldlove: When I saw your mug shot, my first thought was about how much I miss you. It’s a crime.
Oct 3rd
6 notes
4 tags
WatchWatch
Please stop getting older, Judah. I can’t deal with the thought of ever losing you.
Oct 2nd