July 2009
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Not now but soon.
We must let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the one that is waiting for us. - Joseph Campbell
I remember finding that quote and “giving” it to Anna years ago when she was in California and broke up with her now-husband. it’s an encouragement while at the same time filled with practicality. we don’t always get what we thought we wanted, but the end result is...
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Out of the darkness and into the sun.
Dreaming of what could be And if I’d end up happy I would pray Trying hard to reach out But when I’d try to speak out Felt like no one could hear me Wanted to belong here But something felt so wrong here So I pray I could breakaway I’ll spread my wings and I’ll learn how to fly I’ll do what it takes ‘til I touch the sky And I’ll make a wish, take a chance,...
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Watcha classic western starring Robert Mitchum. the black and white, the ping&whine of a rifle shot which is not at all what gunfire sounds like, the clip-clop empty coconut shell sound effects for horses hooves. for a while tonight, after the booze wore off and I woke up after passing out, I turned on this movie and was reminded of how innocent I once was. when I was a little girl I didn’t...
Watchjakeandamir:
Taste Test
this is pretty much how I used to be about food.
my favorite part is the end. “I FUCKING TRUSTED YOU!!!”
on the 4th of July my aunt made three types of tart/pie/cake. I was eating the tropical cake and enjoying it until she started listening the ingredients, saying there were bananas in it. “If you’d just left that part out I wouldn’t want...
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Under the Harvest Moon
Under the harvest moon, When the soft silver Drips shimmering Over the garden nights, Death, the gray mocker, Comes and whispers to you As a beautiful friend Who remembers. Under the summer roses When the flagrant crimson Lurks in the dusk Of the wild red leaves, Love, with little hands, Comes and touches you With a thousand memories, And asks you Beautiful,...
ingridmichaelson:
New Song Demo- Walk Away
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mislaid my spark
So little time
Try to understand that I’m
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody’s changing
And I don’t feel the same.
I think I’ve finally realized that I will never be normal or do anything in a timely fashion. I was homeschooled, I never graduated from anything, I never went to prom or parties, I had...