Quartet #1 in Cm: 2. Scherzo
If it seems like I’m ignoring you, it’s because I am.
If it seems like I’m pulling away from you (emotionally), it’s because I am.
I’m drinking another glass of wine, it’s helping to soothe the tension. For two nights in a row (now going on three) drinking has cured my insomnia. It’s not even midnight and I’m ready for sleep.
In the morning I plan on visiting the animal shelter for the first time in over a year. It would have been impossible for me to go there without having a breakdown just a few months ago, but a lot has changed since then. But I’m not going to adopt. I want to go and take pictures for them again. We’ll see if they remember me. They might. But it’s been nearly 2 years since I was actively involved there…work kept me away…and then sadness…now there’s neither.
