“Nothing costs as much as loving—except not loving.”
That is the best description for my “problem” that I’ve ever found.
I’m just going to keep praying.
I hugged him, he rubbed my back reassuringly. I was surprised he returned my embrace. My words caught in my throat, my voice turning high and choked as I felt the tears sting and burn.
He warned me to not act that way at work. I didn’t care where we were. There is a possibility I might not see him again. And it was so abrupt, quick, final.
I don’t know how describe how I feel. It’s pain, it’s resolve, resignation, calm. Anger and frustration. But always love.
I ever with Thee and Thou with me…
