I am going to win NaNoWriMo even if it kills me.
The scarf was delivered safely, two days early.
Spending the night with him for the first time in over a month was hard. It devolved quickly when we were alone. But while we ate dinner with his friend he was obnoxious and rude.
Standout moments: bragging about my prowess in the kitchen and the fact that I spoiled him, boasting that I know him better than anyone else in the last twelve years of his miserable existence, and the calm proclaiming that I love him and he seemed very proud of this. He has a huge ego. But before he would avoid the subject and give me condescending looks. Now he was the one to bring it up, out of the blue, to a third party.
“She loves me,” he stated. The girl’s mouth formed a surprised “O” and both her and his friend’s eyes flared wide. I was sitting next to him, he was leaning his shoulder into me. I had to shrug and admit that, unfortunately, it was the plain truth.
I love him.
I’m not IN love with him, but I love him very dearly. It’s sad.
“Call me,” he said to me as he left. I didn’t.
Anyway. I’ve got over 43K words on my NaNoWriMo after deleting, rewriting, and then deciding to stick with what I had for the sake of winning. I have absolutely NO IDEA what the hell I’m writing, but the words are kind of bleeding out of me so I’ll just take what I can get.
Great Thanksgiving. I spent it eating, knitting and walking the dogs—which is how I intended on spending it! Sweet! Also saw a late showing of Australia with about seven other people in the whole theater. Interesting.
My right index finger hurts like a mother because Israel ripped off my fingernail and accidentally bit down on my finger for a split second—HUGE amount of pressure (hello, pit bull jaws!) not to mention the trauma of the nail ripping off, and I couldn’t stop myself from crying out of sheer pain. He felt bad (it was an accident!) and spent the next few minutes pouting on my bed and giving me sad eyes.
The dogs endured a cold afternoon in my parent’s backyard but got to go on walks and got some turkey from my dad and then came home to go in their kennels while I went to the movie, but were then rewarded with nearly 3 pounds each of chicken. They were very pleased.
Now I’m off to bed since I reached my 43K goal and 7000 words is totally doable in the next two days!!!!!!!! I’M GONNA WIN, BITCHES!!!!
