my feelings for you are forever
Is there any lonelier feeling than loving someone who can’t love you back but still uses you? No matter what he says or does or how much he hurts me I can’t stop loving him even when loving him is the hardest thing I’ve ever done. It’s not even a matter of finding the strength to forgive because I forgive him before there’s anything to be sorry for. It is a deep, unwavering love that I didn’t know I was capable of.
But I don’t understand how I can love someone that never even existed.
Or how I have this horrible sinking feeling that this is no where near the end. Most lkely becuase I don’t want it to be the end.
